The dinner was a challenge, it was pasta and bread sticks and pizza muffins {which looked fantastic by the way}and salad and chicken. I could eat none of it. I did deconstruct a small piece of lasagna and ate all the sauce out of it so that's what I had for dinner that night. The dessert auction was something I thought I would have BIG trouble with. In all reality though, it wasn't that hard because I was so busy. Even though my mother-in-law made a death by chocolate ~ I could have stuck my head in and eaten all of it but I didn't. Score one for ME! Plus, It probably would have been improper because our table didn't win that dessert in the dessert auction. But my kids made good 
use of the left overs....J a death by chocolate pancake and T finished it off in good form. 
The booze was another thing I was worried about at the auction because auctions are more fun when you're tanked. But since I'm too scared to get sick from eating what I'm not supposed to, I ignored the desert and the pasta and the booze and focused on working the auction. And I did ok!
So now that the auction is over I can focus on eating and preparing and getting myself straight as to what I can and can't eat. I'd been eating on the go last week while planning the auction and having meetings and I learned some things. I learned that there are things that I hated before the surgery that I like now. And vice versa.
For example:
I like mushrooms. During one of our lunch meetings for the auction the only option available for me was a mushroom soup. I ate it and loved it. Before the surgery you could not have paid me to touch a mushroom with a 10 foot pole.
I now love Guacamole. Before the look and feel and taste of avocados made me want to hurl. Saturday night I went to an Origami Owl launch party for a new designer that signed up under me. Her husband made homemade guacamole. That night I had guacamole and salmon dip for dinner and it was fantastic.
I hate the smell of coconut now. I loved coconut before the surgery. I'll try it again and let you know the outcome.
I'm also going to try things that before I hated for example: cottage cheese. I hate cottage cheese. Always have. Not sure I always will though I'm going to try it someday soon. In reality I've never actually eaten cottage cheese plain but the look of it makes me want to toss my cookies. Not ready to try Brussel sprouts yet though.... Not sure I ever will be.
So here it is Thanksgiving week and I'm going to succeed. I passed my first hurdle which was the dinner/auction and I'm going to make it through Thanksgiving as well. Still making my sweet potato casserole like I do every year. I'm going to make a tiny one for me with Splenda instead of sugar and without the topping. I'll let you know how it goes.
Oh and PS - I've lost 30 pounds!
